October Filler

Wow! It's been 2 months since my last post. That is why I am doing a filler post now. Since I don't know what to write, so I am posting some pictures to reflect what I had done for the past few months *digs out pictures*

 Kylie's Convocation

Went to find Dear during National Day

*wink* *wink*

 

Karen's Wedding during Hari Raya *the Lengluis*

My family with Karen, Chee Seng and Grandma

Genting trip with Dear on October 

 

Okay that's all! Will blog in details about all the events if I have the time :P

xoxo,

esineDenise <3

Public Transportation

I always have the urge to blog whenever I experience something unusual, or something which I think I should blog it out so that everyone will know about it (it's not like there are people who is going to read this). And each time when I want to blog, there will always be some other work which will distract me and eventually I will forget about everything. Maybe the passion to blog inside me is not that 'deep' yet.

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Who takes the Light Railway Transit (LRT) or other means public transportation to go to work, to school, or to shopping malls? I guess out there, there are still many people who are using public transport as their main means of transportation. Same goes to me. In KL, public transport will take me to wherever I want to go (I will only go to places where they are accessible by public transport).

Due to the level of securities in Malaysia, I had never ever taken a taxi by myself. Why? I guess I actually have phobias in taking taxis (it's not that I have bad experience with taxi drivers before lah) but I kind of afraid to take taxis after reading the newspapers and watched the news. You know what I mean.

Okay back to the topic. I was planning to list out things that I hate to see while boarding public transport.

1. Men who like to scratch or rub their toes while sitting inside the LRT. I know it's very comfortable sitting inside there with aircon and all, but do you need to remove your feet from your shoe and keep scratching it? (No, I am damn sure that their toes are not itchy. It's just a matter of habit. They just sub-consciously rub or scratch it while chatting with their friends). Worst if the feet smells. *vomit*

2. Couples who smootch in the train. The guy will rub the girl's thigh, hand, back, and sometime even the butt! (I swear I saw it before!) Hello? This is public place ok? Save all these intimate gestures for your own room. Some will say it's how the couple show their affection to each other (No I am not jealous. I have a boyfriend myself, and when we are in the public we won't show such affections). Sometimes when they lean too close with each other then I'll be looking and anticipating when are they going to kiss each other and forget bout all the passengers.

3. People who take up 2 seats while sitting in the train. You know the train is small. You know the train has limited seats. You know there are many people in the train. Then why you still take up 2 seats when you are sitting alone? Sometimes these people are plain dumb they thought that they had just occupied 1 and half of the seat and expect other people to share another half of the seat with them. Please lah who want to sit so near to you with the risk of touching your butt and your leg.Unless if you are Brad Pitt or Chuck Bass.

4. Parents who allow their children to run around in the train and disturb other people's peaceful journey. I don't understand why they can let their children run around and risk of falling down or bang the pole in the train. Sometimes these children will even touch other passengers. I don't mean that I don't let them touch, but not everyone likes other people to touch them. But even if they don't like, they would not scold the children. What they can do is to look at the children mother and hoping that she will pull them away. Which most of time they won't do so because they feel their own child is very cute.

5. Inconsiderate people shouting in the bus. I know you are very superior than all the passengers in the bus. I know you know bus driver very well. I know you know everyone in the bus industry. But that does not give you the right to talk loudly or shout in the bus or intimidate the elderly when they are getting off from the bus. Don't forget one day you will become like them too. You are just plain disturbing. I can't see how superior are you. Oh, you still need to pay the same price of bus fare like me right?

6. Passengers of express bus who got down from the bus to purposely smoke and cause everyone to wait for them. Haallllooo?? Smoke lesser can die is it? Like to smoke so much then don't take public transport ok since it's so inconvenient for you. There is this time when I was taking the express bus to KL. When I got into the bus, I already see this two guy smoking before entering the bus. Once they had slowly enjoyed inhaling tar and nicotine only they got into the bus. But once they got into the bus and waited for 2 minutes and realized the driver is not ready yet, they got down from the bus and have another smoking session. Once they light up their cigarette guess what they do? They quickly inhale another few doze of nicotine before throwing it away. What kind of mentality is that? Die die also want to smoke.

That's all I can think off so far. During the times when I really want to blog about this I have more than 10 stories to tell. This is the consequences of not blogging once I want to blog. Will update this list, if I remember. Till then!

Random

I still can't figure out what happened to my blog's layout. Tried adjusting it for many times it still looks like that. I think I'm just gonna leave it as it is. I think the only way to fix it is to register another new blog name, and start all over again. I just don't have the mood and energy to do so.

As from the above title, this is a very random post. Rather than surfing aimlessly on the internet, I better blog something up to keep track with what I had been doing lately (no, I am not too free. I have lots of work to do, just that I am still procrastinating in doing it).

Last weekend, we went over to BBQ Plaza to celebrate Boon's farewell (she will be going to Singapore to work soon). The attendees were me, FaiFai, James and of course, Boon. We had not seen each other for a long time after we left the college. Even if we met, we met separately. The whole lunch session was fun, as usual we ordered a lot of pork sets and this time we tried beef set.

Boon with the foods

Unfortunately, the next day I had fever. I don't know it's because of the food I eaten or I am just unhealthy. I skipped morning's class and attended only the afternoon class (because I need to clarify some assignment queries with the lecturer). My fever was on and off and I thought I got dengue fever. Anyway I still packed and came back to Temerloh on Monday, just in case if I fainted there's still people who can send me to hospital.

Throughout the week, I got fever, diarrhea, vomit, headache, dizziness. I thought I am going to die. I go through everyday thinking what kind of disease I had infected. The worst is that I had an assignment to submit on that weekend as well. I'm so demotivated to do anything at all so I just simply completed the assignment without thinking much. Towards the weekend, my condition did not get any better. On one of the days I got red rashes all over my body (include my face). That's when I think die la this time confirm is dengue fever. But, weirdly I don't have fever. The rashes are not itchy as well. Those red patches stayed on my body for a few days and it gotten serious at night, especially when I sleep. It only feels itchy when I sleep. I could not get enough good sleep throughout the weekend. 

At last, another weekend had passed. On the Monday (a different Monday) mom fetched me to see the doctor right after I got down from bus because I still have lots of 'wind' in my stomach and I still feel dizzy and headache. The doctor measured my blood pressure, and it shocked him that I had low blood pressure. No wonder I felt dizzy all along, because my blood pressure is low. He said I lacked of water (did not drink enough water, hence I am quite dehydrated) and my condition will turn better if I drink more water, eat more fruits and vegetables and rest properly.

Hence, now I am drinking my water (more than usual). I eat whatever fruits I can find from the kitchen (not really. Green apples, oranges, bananas turn me OFF). I exercise at least 20 minutes daily (I jogged using the jogging machine) to get myself sweat. I make up every morning (I used to NOT make up) because I feel when you are beautiful, you will feel more energetic. I wear contact lenses every morning (so that I can put on my make up :P). I vowed to live healthily from now on (because I am sick of being SICK). 

I am still procrastinating in doing my work. I guess I should change this habit. So I better end this post now and focus on my journal review. This coming weekend is Grandma's birthday. And I am gonna skip class again. The bad side of having weekend class. I need to skip my class whenever there are functions in the weekends. 

Okay got to go now. I have prediction that the next post going to be an emo post. Not only Paul can predict okay? 

xoxo,

esineDenise   <3

Changing blog's layout

I had been changing the layout for my blog for the nth time but still I am not satisfied with all the layouts. The biggest problem with the layouts is where I can't edit anything inside it. I need to stick with the things inside the layout, whether I like it or not. Just because I had changed the whole HTML thingy, the things which I had included previously had been deleted completely. My background pictures, my picture slides are all gone because of the new layout I had uploaded.

Hence, I had been choosing a few layouts and I am still not satisfied with it. Sweat. And thus, I am using this layout called Dezembro1. I think for the time being, I will not add anything to my blog, as I have not decide which layout to use. I still feel templates provide by Blogger is still the best, even though it's a bit dull.

I just found out that one can actually set the timing to post their blog. Anyway, I haven't have the time to explore it yet. Will do it soon! Adios!

I'm Gonna Miss You Much

I stole this from Rebekah's blog :

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you....


Love was made for me and you....

Oh, I miss my BF so much. When will I get the chance to see him again. Thanks to Reb's sad Korean OST videos. Feel like dumping everything and be with him all the time. Can I? I wish I could. Darn those assignments and study weeks and exams. Hate you all!!!!!

Oh, I will posting Kit's birthday celebration in Secret Recipe, outings for the past few weeks plus movies soon enough..soon...I hope it's real soon..hahaha...

the bad day

I don't know whether today is considered as a bad day for me or not. Remember my previous post, talking about how bad is GSC? I actually made a mistake myself, where I did not activate the secure code for my card (I get to know this after I called the call center). So, I activate it, but still I could not book the movie ticket. I called them again. Skip the long story, after I called them for like 3 times, they started to ignore my call. Well, at the end I manage to get them to send a new password for me to activate it again, but not today of course.

I actually hoping that miracle will happen today. But one call turns everything to be so-not-miracle at all. Spoilt my mood, spoilt my feeling, spoilt everything. I always thought I am the onw who should be on top, compared to others, but obviously I am not. Guess I should just bear with it, or just let go.

I feel bad, for thinking about letting go, for such small things. But, think deeply, if small things can cause uncertains and dissatisfaction, what will happen if it is a big thing? I could not imagine what will happen, what will I feel, what will others feel, what will be the consequences.

I actually have gone through worst, maybe not that worst. I had started to think whether I am having depression or what. Maybe a minor one. I actually wished I have. At least I know that I am abnormal by making my bed become a sea-taste bed. I actually cried every night, without knowing the reason knowing why. Tears are flowing, but the mind is blank. But what I am sure is everything when he appears, I can't even control myself. Maybe I am already in the verge of exploding, or dropping into depression.

Now I can even play my handphone games while I am crying. I had reach the point where I can cry and do things at the same time. Went to have pizza with housemates and James today. I had been yawning ever since in the class in the evening. But, now, almost 2 am, I am still typing this blog. I wanted to sleep so much. I am so sleepy. Still, I don't want to sleep. Because, I know, I wont't drift to sleep easily. Everything will come into my mind, and I will start the depression thingy again.

I just hope that I would not have to face so many things in my life, because both my mind and my heart can't take it anymore.

the Japanese lady in my block

Before I know that she was a Japanese lady, I thought that she is a Chinese lady married to a Malay, because her kids were talking in Bahasa Melayu with her (why I said Malay because the skin tone for her kids are dark).
It is when aYee told me that she is a Japanese lady and then only I realized that she is very fair and has small eyes and always wearing a sarong (for me it looks like a kind of sarong-lah). I always have the chance to bump on her in the lift in the afternoon when she picks up the kids from school.
Today, I met her again, together with her primary-school son and small cute daughter toting from behind eating something. Her son was speaking to her in fluent Malay plus English while the daughter is busy eating her food. When she opened her mouth and talked to her mom, that is where I got shocked! She was speaking in Japanese - fluently like how I speak my Mandarin. Oh gosh, she is just so so cute in her little blue dress, long wavy hair and fair skin complexion like her mother. How I wished I can speak in Japanese as fluent as her! I think she is not even enrolled in kindergarten yet.
Should I marry a Japanese guy to get such a cute kid? Hmm..

p/s: she is really, very, very the cute!!

The Ads

Hmm..it's time to get some ads in my blog tho'..
Anyway who is gonna surf this blog other than me ?
LOL
Somehow I change my blog's layout..
Kinda bored with the previous one..

The Weather

The weather in KL nowadays are very very bad.
Lightning, thunder, rain, all come together. Everyday.
I kind of get used to the timing of the rain. It will only rain in the evening around 4 pm. So, those who are clever would not choose to go out around that time. Like me :P

The sign

The heavy rain

It's actually a golf course, but can't see anything now

It is so damn blur

After the rain, can see the beautiful dawn colour

Now you can see the green scenery of golf course

The reddish sky color. So beautiful

I never thought that I can snap such a nice picture (ignore the quality) with just using my handphone which do not have any mega pixels thingy at all. Ha ! The coming pictures are the one I took on the way back to Temerloh by bus.

The heavy rain (cannot see the mountain)

It is still in KL (the highway)

See the thick fog (after the rains stops)

See the blue blue sky

I just like the blue-ish color of the sky

Okay, there goes my weather forecast. Hope the weather would not be so extreme when I am back to KL in July. Anyways the weather in Temerloh is also extreme. Extremely HOT! Plus the constantly of no supply of current, I can become crazy.