Somehow rather I am feeling like I am living in my own world, ignoring those who are around me, even tho' some are the most closest one to you. Or maybe i should say somehow rather people who is surrounding me, are ignoring me, including those who had been my closest ones. Maybe I am not the important ones, nor the close ones, or maybe they're just busying with their own work.
Somehow rather I am feeling like everyone had changed, changing to a person which I don't recognized at all. Or maybe i should say somehow rather I felt that I had changed, changing to a person who is not the old me anymore. Maybe this is life, and life forces people to change, and no matter it's them or me who had changed, life still have to go on.
Somehow rather I am feeling like I am the most tiny person in this world, where anything that I do would not affect the world. Or should I say somehow rather people felt that I tiny, and would not bother to ask me about anything because it does not change the world at all. Maybe I am tiny, but it does not really matters to me whether my opinions meant to the world, I am just living the way that I want (or maybe i actually do cares)
Somehow rather I am feeling that I am nobody to anyone else, even to those who had been closest to me before. Or should i say somehow rather they never take me as the important ones, even tho' once upon a time, I always felt that they're mine. Maybe this is the difference between what I see and what the others see, and I could not change it.
Somehow rather I feel that the world is dark, even it is shining. Or should I say somehow rather the world is actually leaving me behind, and that is why I can't feel the shine. Maybe this is the consequences of people leaving their life behind, or maybe this is the punishment for those peoples who are not being themselves.
Somehow rather, I wish....
