Monday, November 09, 2009

I Dreamt ...

... that I am a homosexual. Not exactly homosexual, but I dream that I am hugging some other girl. And the most scary thing is the girl is a very close cousin sister of mine! Yukssss! It's either my cousin had change her sex, or I am really a homosexual in the dream.

The background of the dream was some other people/relatives house as all the family members were having a some sort of family reunion/gathering activities plus celebration of my graduation. I remember I had graduated because all of them were looking my graduation photos.

Then the background changed again. Me and my cousin were in a room. A ROOM! A room full of peoples. We were hugging each other and lying on the bed. Disgusting or not? We were hugging and smooching in front of everyone. Walao-eh =.=

Background changed again. I was in a living room, and then someone called me. It's my darling aka cousin sister. Why am I so sure it's my darling (in the dream)? Because I can feel a sense of blissful-ness when I am walking towards 'her'. Oh my God. I don't know I still can continue this story or not. 'She' was sitting on a swing and asked me to sit with her. I sat ON 'her' lap, and 'she' hugged me from behind and we swing together. Dream ENDS.

Oh my God! Oh my God! When I woke up, I felt so disgusting with myself. Not because that I dreamt of hugging and smooching other people and not BF in my dream, but why a GIRL? Why can't it be err.. Zax Wang (Wang Ren-Fu)? Oohh..he is my all-time favourite idol!! Why? Why? Why? Well, at least I did not dream of hugging another guy other than my BF :P

I told BF about this dream. Guessed what he said? He said that I actually wanted to all the things I did in my dream. Like, hugging my love one in front of everyone, smooching and acted lovingly in front of everyone, and the most importantly, I LIKE MY LOVE ONE TO HUG ME FROM BEHIND! Sounds weird? Well, I don't know why, I damn like BF hug me from behind lor. The sense of blissful-ness will reach the MAXIMUM level!!!!! But hor, he seldom do such thing. Too bad :( Okay, back to his analysis, maybe he is right. Me is LACK of love NOW!! SOMEONE PLEASE SPREAD SOME LOVE TO ME NOW!! Oh, I am damn pathetic. So damn pathetic. Sad case.

Okay. No more such dreams next time, please..


xoxo,
esineDenise ♥