It is 3:20 in the morning.
What am I doing here? as usual..what else..
I had trouble sleeping after reading a message which is intended for me, but it is not delivered to me. I don't know why it is not delivered, maybe the sender does not want to hurt my feelings, and change "it" (feel free to guess is he or she) intention to send it.
But, who knows. I got to read it today. And what is my feeling now?
I got insomnia and that is why I am here middle of the night (or maybe early in the morning) typing and typing and typing.
Actually there is a lot for me to tell here. But I cannot do so. Cause I know someone is constantly checking my blog (you know who you are,since you are the only one who has my blog link).
Blog is a blog, but privacy does come into the picture. Okay okay, just scold the hell out of me. I know I should not create a blog. Maybe you will just think go and write in your diary since it's so private :)
I used to write everything I felt in my own blog previously, and I know lots of them are reading it. I started to feel uneasy, as everyone gets to know my private life. If it is a happy post, I don't mind sharing it with others. But if it is a sad post, I just don't know what people will feel of it. I don't need sympathy from others. I just need someplace to cried my heart out.
Okay okay. Scold the hell out of me again.
I am trying my best to update this blog.
But I guess you know what is my problem. I only think of this blog when I am in a very depressed mood. Happy moments tends to make me forget my duty.
I promise that I will try my level best to update my blog. Obviously, I think it will be a happy entry more than a pathetic one ;)
Ciaoz..
