爱，到底是包容还是忍让？
爱，到底是接受或者埋怨？
到此为之，我真的还分不清楚
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
--3:20 in the morning--
It is 3:20 in the morning.
What am I doing here? as usual..what else..
I had trouble sleeping after reading a message which is intended for me, but it is not delivered to me. I don't know why it is not delivered, maybe the sender does not want to hurt my feelings, and change "it" (feel free to guess is he or she) intention to send it.
But, who knows. I got to read it today. And what is my feeling now?
I got insomnia and that is why I am here middle of the night (or maybe early in the morning) typing and typing and typing.
Actually there is a lot for me to tell here. But I cannot do so. Cause I know someone is constantly checking my blog (you know who you are,since you are the only one who has my blog link).
Blog is a blog, but privacy does come into the picture. Okay okay, just scold the hell out of me. I know I should not create a blog. Maybe you will just think go and write in your diary since it's so private :)
I used to write everything I felt in my own blog previously, and I know lots of them are reading it. I started to feel uneasy, as everyone gets to know my private life. If it is a happy post, I don't mind sharing it with others. But if it is a sad post, I just don't know what people will feel of it. I don't need sympathy from others. I just need someplace to cried my heart out.
Okay okay. Scold the hell out of me again.
I am trying my best to update this blog.
But I guess you know what is my problem. I only think of this blog when I am in a very depressed mood. Happy moments tends to make me forget my duty.
I promise that I will try my level best to update my blog. Obviously, I think it will be a happy entry more than a pathetic one ;)
Ciaoz..
What am I doing here? as usual..what else..
I had trouble sleeping after reading a message which is intended for me, but it is not delivered to me. I don't know why it is not delivered, maybe the sender does not want to hurt my feelings, and change "it" (feel free to guess is he or she) intention to send it.
But, who knows. I got to read it today. And what is my feeling now?
I got insomnia and that is why I am here middle of the night (or maybe early in the morning) typing and typing and typing.
Actually there is a lot for me to tell here. But I cannot do so. Cause I know someone is constantly checking my blog (you know who you are,since you are the only one who has my blog link).
Blog is a blog, but privacy does come into the picture. Okay okay, just scold the hell out of me. I know I should not create a blog. Maybe you will just think go and write in your diary since it's so private :)
I used to write everything I felt in my own blog previously, and I know lots of them are reading it. I started to feel uneasy, as everyone gets to know my private life. If it is a happy post, I don't mind sharing it with others. But if it is a sad post, I just don't know what people will feel of it. I don't need sympathy from others. I just need someplace to cried my heart out.
Okay okay. Scold the hell out of me again.
I am trying my best to update this blog.
But I guess you know what is my problem. I only think of this blog when I am in a very depressed mood. Happy moments tends to make me forget my duty.
I promise that I will try my level best to update my blog. Obviously, I think it will be a happy entry more than a pathetic one ;)
Ciaoz..
Thursday, March 06, 2008
I am BACK !!
I am back..for good.
I left the blog for a few month because of my assignments and exams.
This is not an excuse, if i had finished my exam.
But after my exam, I am in the mood of Chinese New Year.
This excuse cannot be used to, since CNY had pass way too long.
After CNY, I am.. I am..
I am lazying around, attending classes with half dead look, wasting my time around Friendster (suprisingly, it's not Facebook), and still I did not come here.
What is the reason for me to come back ?
Because I have nowhere else to go to cry my heart out.
And here, is the place for me to write what ever I am feeling, without being self-conscious, or getting unnecessary remarks or comments from any outsiders.
Human are like this. You won't feel anything until you realized that you need it someday.
Just like how I abandoned my blog when I am happy.
And now, I am upset, and here is my blog, for me.
Appreciate everything which surrounds you..
I left the blog for a few month because of my assignments and exams.
This is not an excuse, if i had finished my exam.
But after my exam, I am in the mood of Chinese New Year.
This excuse cannot be used to, since CNY had pass way too long.
After CNY, I am.. I am..
I am lazying around, attending classes with half dead look, wasting my time around Friendster (suprisingly, it's not Facebook), and still I did not come here.
What is the reason for me to come back ?
Because I have nowhere else to go to cry my heart out.
And here, is the place for me to write what ever I am feeling, without being self-conscious, or getting unnecessary remarks or comments from any outsiders.
Human are like this. You won't feel anything until you realized that you need it someday.
Just like how I abandoned my blog when I am happy.
And now, I am upset, and here is my blog, for me.
Appreciate everything which surrounds you..
Monday, October 22, 2007
Always the Tagging
I found out about this fun game from Rebekah's blog and it is quite interesting, and so I decided to try it myself here in my own blog.
The rules laid out are:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Write any comments you have after the song name.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Honey Honey Honey - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Yes Honey, it is okay =)
How would you describe yourself?
Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton
Nothing in this world can describe me perfectly ! xD
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton
This means that I should not marry a star, cause they might be blind
How do you feel today?
L.O.V.E - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Wanna love and being loved by someone
What is your life's purpose?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
So true...Can't cry so much anymore
What is your motto?
When You Look At Me - Christina Millian
I'll tell you when you look at me.. Na..Na..Na..
What do your friends think of you?
着迷 (addicted) - 潘玮柏 （Wilber)
They are addicted to me ! Wuahaha
What do you think of your parents?
Miss You Much - 200 Pounds Beauty OST
Ya, miss them loads. Can't wait to go home
What do you think about very often?
Glamorous - Fergie
No! No! No! That is so not true :P
What do you think of your best friend?
Firefly - A-Teens
They light up my life when I am hiding myself in the dark
What do you think of the person you like?
Yummy - Gwen Stefani
Yeah baby, you taste so good. wakaka..
What is your life story?
Hey Mickey ! - B'Witched
Not as popular as him. Sad case
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
I am one. For my baby =)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
华人万岁(Long Live Chinese's'!) - 王力宏（Lee Hom)
Hope that he is a Chinese. wakakaka
What will they play at your funeral?
4 In the Morning - Gwen Stefani
Please come early
What is your hobby/interest?
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
Escape from Lectures and Colleges
What is your biggest fear?
表白 - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Well, I go through this stage. Nothing to be afraid of =)
What is your biggest secret?
Maria - 200 Pounds Beauty (Kim Ah-Joong)
NO! I did not hide Maria in my cupboard!
What do you think of your friends?
戴上我的爱 (Put On My Love) - 潘玮柏; 王珞丹
Yeah, could you feel my love my friends..
Sorry because the same singers keep popping out in this list. I am actually listening to a playlist where all the songs are chosen by me (my favourite songs).
The rules laid out are:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Write any comments you have after the song name.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Honey Honey Honey - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Yes Honey, it is okay =)
How would you describe yourself?
Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton
Nothing in this world can describe me perfectly ! xD
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton
This means that I should not marry a star, cause they might be blind
How do you feel today?
L.O.V.E - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Wanna love and being loved by someone
What is your life's purpose?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
So true...Can't cry so much anymore
What is your motto?
When You Look At Me - Christina Millian
I'll tell you when you look at me.. Na..Na..Na..
What do your friends think of you?
着迷 (addicted) - 潘玮柏 （Wilber)
They are addicted to me ! Wuahaha
What do you think of your parents?
Miss You Much - 200 Pounds Beauty OST
Ya, miss them loads. Can't wait to go home
What do you think about very often?
Glamorous - Fergie
No! No! No! That is so not true :P
What do you think of your best friend?
Firefly - A-Teens
They light up my life when I am hiding myself in the dark
What do you think of the person you like?
Yummy - Gwen Stefani
Yeah baby, you taste so good. wakaka..
What is your life story?
Hey Mickey ! - B'Witched
Not as popular as him. Sad case
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
I am one. For my baby =)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
华人万岁(Long Live Chinese's'!) - 王力宏（Lee Hom)
Hope that he is a Chinese. wakakaka
What will they play at your funeral?
4 In the Morning - Gwen Stefani
Please come early
What is your hobby/interest?
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
Escape from Lectures and Colleges
What is your biggest fear?
表白 - 萧亚轩 （Elva)
Well, I go through this stage. Nothing to be afraid of =)
What is your biggest secret?
Maria - 200 Pounds Beauty (Kim Ah-Joong)
NO! I did not hide Maria in my cupboard!
What do you think of your friends?
戴上我的爱 (Put On My Love) - 潘玮柏; 王珞丹
Yeah, could you feel my love my friends..
Sorry because the same singers keep popping out in this list. I am actually listening to a playlist where all the songs are chosen by me (my favourite songs).
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
MOviEs eXtRavAgaNzA paRt 2
Tuesday (16th Oct 2007)
Well, as I had said in the previous post, I'll be watching movie with my gang today. And the lucky movie will be Resident Evil 3:Extinction, 7:30 pm show. According to Priya, that is a disgusting movie, and I did not expect it until I watched it myself. All the "virus infected humans" and their rotten face. Well, the best part of it is the lead actor and actress is handsome and pretty. But overall it is a horror movie for me especially I can't hold the person beside me (because Sean is beside me and not baby) All I can do is to take my bag to cover my face when there are early warnings from Sean (this is the second time he watching the movie) Well, still if baby wanted to watch this movie, I'll be willing to watch with him again. It's horror and disgusting, but I got quite bored with it after awhile when it is the same thing coming out again and again, plus I watched it already so I know when it is the time to cover my eyes from the big screen :D
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Wednesday (17th Oct 2007)
After movie bash, it is singing time. Our plan for today is to sing karaoke in Green Box. We booked the room from 4:30 pm to 7:30 pm. Me, Jeffrey and Christine arrive first, so we started singing (actually my throat condition is not that well as I am having sore throat + coughing) Boon came, followed by Sean, James and May. And this is where we started the shouting (singing, precisely) By the time we ended the whole singing session, there is no sound coming out from my mouth. Great.
Well, as I had said in the previous post, I'll be watching movie with my gang today. And the lucky movie will be Resident Evil 3:Extinction, 7:30 pm show. According to Priya, that is a disgusting movie, and I did not expect it until I watched it myself. All the "virus infected humans" and their rotten face. Well, the best part of it is the lead actor and actress is handsome and pretty. But overall it is a horror movie for me especially I can't hold the person beside me (because Sean is beside me and not baby) All I can do is to take my bag to cover my face when there are early warnings from Sean (this is the second time he watching the movie) Well, still if baby wanted to watch this movie, I'll be willing to watch with him again. It's horror and disgusting, but I got quite bored with it after awhile when it is the same thing coming out again and again, plus I watched it already so I know when it is the time to cover my eyes from the big screen :D
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Wednesday (17th Oct 2007)
After movie bash, it is singing time. Our plan for today is to sing karaoke in Green Box. We booked the room from 4:30 pm to 7:30 pm. Me, Jeffrey and Christine arrive first, so we started singing (actually my throat condition is not that well as I am having sore throat + coughing) Boon came, followed by Sean, James and May. And this is where we started the shouting (singing, precisely) By the time we ended the whole singing session, there is no sound coming out from my mouth. Great.
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